Life: Four years into med

The last time I wrote something was ages, no, eons ago (back in 2013). I'm in my last year in Med school and I'm having doubts.

Was I meant to heal, or was I meant to lead?

One option for me is go to Law school after finishing my medical degree, and practice as a lawyer specializing in medico-legal cases. Option B is continue with my medicine, get a residency spot in Ophthalmology and bring to the Philippines the eye procedure I have been dreaming of since I was a small kid.

I don't really know what will happen. Weather it's option A or B, I vigilantly pray for Mama to understand.

On a more lighter note, I found I's youtube account. It was disgusting. To think that I actually fell in love with a person who would post a video about how crazy she is about her ex. Wow! and Yuck.
What have I done to myself!? Standards fell so low. Rock bottom, no seabed bottom. It took me sometime to realize that, and I promise myself that I'll just wait in God's perfect time, in God's perfect plan, and in God's perfect love for me.

I still cringe when I remember that there was a time that I would climb the stars just to be hers. WHATTAFVCK! literally KADIRI!

Moving on, I'm so happy that Ikee and Ninj are my duty mates. Well, they're one of the few things that makes me happy with my internship. I just love to be with them, and talk with them and just do all girly stuff with them. ;)

My international electives is a freakin mess. I haven't told mama yet that I might not go to Harvard because I was late in applying for the schedule change, a prerequisite to go there. She will definitely kill me.

I just remembered Vinnie now, and now I share his enthusiasm with watches. My, my. I want to buy them all. Lel kidding.

So, actually I'm just blurting out random stuff because my mind ain't working anymore, because I have been doing my report for tomorrow's con for 6 hours! FVCK SHET. haha

Till next time. I miss writing, more so I miss myself, my old self, the one who doesn't need anyone to be happy, a kid optimistic in all ways but none. I'll go back to that optimistic dude, and make sure that medicine/Break-up with I, never damaged me in anyway.

SO TUTTA!

-R.G

p.s next time I'll write it as GR (GO REGINA) or RR (Roland Regina) :)

When Reality hits even better than your dreams

After almost a year, yep, A YEAR ALMOST

a proper blog post at long last

First of all

That Great Leap of FAITH!


Im already in med school. Grabe still can't believe it.
Nung una I was just looking at Med students in RTR and telling myself someday mag memed rin ako.
All the while I was thinking RTR MED was the school for me,
 but GOD placed me somewhere I did not expect, placed me somewhere where reality is darn better than my dreams. (^^) thank you DADDY GOD

1st Day of Classes


This guy is one of my first friends in med. well maling akala

Well, I'm known to be judgmental.

I thought this guys a scholar, nerdy type anti social weirdo.
Days after I totally ate my words.
@@ He turned out to be a very nice guy, who wan not ANTI-social at all.
Who Was not a Scholar(rich-kid-fro-lasalle).
LOL sobrang malaking akala.

I know, even my mum tells my habit is bad,
but I guess it takes another woman to tame someone like me. Hahaha

Introducing, Kate De Asis

While, she's been coaching me lately on personality development.

 LOL. Its really effective. See, I visited my college friends to cheer them up for the boards, 

then they all agreed and said that "BUMAIT" raw ako. 

WOW.

 MILESTONE!

SUPER MILESTONE! 

Yeah, August 31 Medtech Boards, the following are included in my PRAYERS:

1. Shereena Opiniano, RMT

2. Glo Marie Glino, RMT

3. Irving Palacio, RMT

4. JV Eamiguel, RMT

5. Ivan Gabs, RMT

* They will pass, i just have this gut feeling they will ^^

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EPAL lang, hahaha I just think i look good on blue kaya sinama ko siya

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Legit Med Family

Grabe hindi ako kita! :(

But honestly without these guys, I will never would have survived a day in MedSchool

Phew! So XOXO them! <3 font="">

Then, The MADAMES OF MEDICINE SUBSECTION B5

MADAME AMANDA AND MADAME BENJO.GIRL

I love them both :)

then, early sa july, I gatecrushed a b day party. 

Grabe, I did not know enybody there, even the celebrant. 

Buti nalang bait niya, all lahat kasalanan ni Kate,

 but twas a great party and a great Night.

 :0 

Tried to drink legitly, but FAILED 

Red Night '13

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On a  serious note, 

med is really hard, went through our first shift and feels like I have been studying at it for years. 

My grades?? Ohh well, I CHoose to be american. 

I dont talk about:

1. Weight

2. Wealth

3. GRADES

lol! so after the shift I partied with my med friends, 

then the best b day party ever, 

MJ's B day! Supper loved it na drink til you drop talaga.

 like literally

at 8am in the morning, the day after MJ's PARTEEE

I SO LOVE THIS GURl!

MJ Gregeda, the Birthday Gurl :)

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I should be studying biochem or something right now. The what the hell!!

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Dont even know if she will read this but what the heck!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABES! @@

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This has been a long picturey post. GREAT. Imma sleep now without:

1. Studying

2. Without properly citing Marvin Lorenzo Gonzales for his pictures

credits for the photos: Marvin Gonzales

3. Money in my pocket (seriously :<)

4. Loveless

5. BUT MOST OF ALL WITHOUT REGRETS :), glad to be alive ^^

*Thank you pala with all my heart to my mum and my dud for working hard for me, ahia, baboy and atchi(includied Duday, Dansten) :o 

Love lots,

Roland Philip C. Go

2013

After So Much Time, Finally an Update

Wow

Iba na pala ang style ng blog ngayun!

Mag seseven pm na at nasa Zentea pa ako, doing interpretations for our research

hay naku. 

Then It suddenly hit me!

Wait!! Baka ma cyber crime ako, kinuha ko to sa FB po (DISCLAIMER)

Sembreak na, 2012!! nyahaha! I know its been ages, sorry I have been really really busy with school

and med school

Hoping and Praying real hard na maka pasok ako sa MedSchool na gusto ko!

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(Drama Portion)

So, Na inlove ako sa maling tao, TANG-A ang sakit pala

la lang, just sayang!!

Si kristine, me pinagdada anan rin, nu ba yan. Kaming circle of friends me mga pinag dada anan

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(Happy Part)

After 9 years nanalo ang Dept. Of Medical Technology sa foundation days namin. :)

Big Deal!! OO naman!! 9 YEARS PO eh!!

*The Face of Success

Nyahaha, I know!! I Know!! im GREAT!

Then, Mama saw the reviewer I made for my classmates for HEMA 2 and she was like so 

proud of me..... ... ^^..... 

EVIL SMIRK

I took the opportunity, a once in a lifetime chance.... and asked for S3, pero dahil gipit, maybe tab 7.0 lang

Tablet 2 7.0

Ok na din yun di naman ako techy

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Dami ng nangyari sa buhay ko ngayon, I feel like someone so different from the person who last posted a blog here.

 hahaha mas pogi na ako ngayon. :P

OO, mas madami na akong naloloko sa FB, maganda naman talaga mukha ko sa pictures

Salamat kay Photoshop

hahahaha, feeling ko din sikat na ako sa twitter. nag almost trending na ako!! 

#RolandGo

(DAYDREAM)

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nagpunta pala ako ng disneyland last march hahaha! tanggal lang ng stress from medschool interview doon (Charut, di ako naka pasa,!! ) @@

Para akong utot, kasama ko si Baboy..... :P

Pero enjoy, 

last sunday naman, I went to Ewan, basta somewhere in BILIRAN, basta dun sa may FALLS

Parang tangga lang @@

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At last tapos na din kami sa Research namin, and this section will be dedicated to my conio side!

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  So, I miss my friends a lot, I saw Luwan yesterday and we had dinner with Cristel, kaya lang, no weren't able to take pictures kasi like nobdy made isip to bring a camera

mine kasi is so mabigat. TSSSK!

Pagmonday, I will start my internship, which i despise so much, pwede bang I will make bayad the hospital nalang??

(Ayaw ko ng mag conio)
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#IsdangDinaing

Di ko alam kung bakit sinama ko siya!!! 

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This portion is dedicated to my most beautiful Friend nyahaha dahil babasahin niya post ko!!!

Kautay! sa yakimix ata yaan, sa podium, guess ko lang

Kahusay!! hahahaha :))))) 

Wow ha nag effort talaga akong mag edit, na stress ako and pressured CHERRY LEE! hahahaha

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END

-Roland  Philip C. Go

MidSummer

Its half the summer, still half the fun.

Summer "11 is half full, but things still are moderately fun. I am guessing, nope hoping things would brighten up. Really, but i got nasty colds this week and i was not able to much work. But i am praying vigorously for Cristel, since this week would be her judgment week, she'll be taking her quali, and I really hope she will pass. I promise to bring her to a massage parlor after so she can relax, and of course for me to relax to.

im hoping Cathleen would come out of lapaz anytime soon. I want to go to there house in v and g badly. Her dad is a fantastic cook thats why, all im eating in bagacay are lowly foods with bland taste.

This coming weeks, im looking forward to going to cebu, in simala with my family, and then after manila for dora's birthday, and i guess im starting to be abit financially able which brought my mood up since last week.

im hoping to have more tennis games with diana, but since this nasty weather, it delayed us one week now, nasty, nasty indeed, and im badly in the mood to play tennis ever since watching those youtube videos. I now know my mistake with my backhand, and my forehand will definitely improve with those instructions.

:P im feeling quit happy nowadays, and really happy to be happy all day. Im like a reading machine, i have been consuming books at faster rate then i had ever imagine i am capable of.
i had finished congo, a book penned by the author of jurassic park, and its really good.
i even managed to finish impress, a kind of alien story, and i was amaze that it was a great book but its greatness was hidden in the first chapters but it will show afterwards, just a little patience from the reader.

over all im excited to the last nerves to enter my third year in college. Im still having uncertainties in my course, but i guess all of us have that sometime in our life when we ask ourselves the "what if" question. What if i went to this school, took that course, got that grade, got a car, etc. but we got to stick to what we ought to stick to.
never lukewarm baby.

im guessing im improving with my voice faster than the past summers i have spent in trying to make singing an academe out of my free time in summer. but im not completely confident. but confident all the same. :) less than three to that. <3

at the end i send my less than three today, the day of highwinds and cold blow rain.

IceCreamCakeLollipop

Summer 2011

It's quite a shame to spend summer without my friends. Now, Cathleen is stuck in Lapaz, Luwan in manila, Cristel pressured with quali, and even Kristine is going to manila next week. So, im left out a bit.

Knowing "me", one can easily say I can still enjoy summer, Yes Sir I will. hahaha. Im doing jogging everday at grandstand to do sports clinique, meaning I want my body and skills at my peak with my sports career back then, if i may be so bold. Hehehe, in short gusto kung pagpapayat.

with this goal, it is easy to find people on the same boat, and yes sir i did find four. My jogging buddies:

1. Sheena Abril
2. Coleeen
3. Maevil(i hope i spelt it ryt)
4. Dhenise

Our Goals will be reached, with perseverance and with GOD"S grace.

this makes me abit busy this summer since I will try again with Sir Bong, yup, voice lessons again, then piano lessons with edwardson's mom starting maybe the week after next, and that leaves my sched full. This forced me to make a decision this afternoon that I will take a "leave" in my choiring in sto. nino. Still i'm not over what sir clark said. lol I am a bit angry yes I must admit, it's because of this ever present prejudice against the poor. Sir would always put first his "Stefti" choir members, wait I have nothing against Agatha and kim I actual love them, but what I hate is how sir Babying them. I think they dont lyk it too. Maybe because they study at stefti, a school I only heard of recently, with sir clark because he works there.

I remember way back highschool, I never heard of Stefti making it to any of the Quizbees I have been. LOL. I am not a hater, I just did not hear of them. What made me a bit estranged with sir is that he seem not to care at all if the rest would go home at 9 or 10 in the evening, and it's not a joke going home late.

half the time I was lying to Mama that I was with friends and they "hatid" me home. That sucks cause i don't lie to mama, but since i did commit i have to settle with the lesser evil.

ok, now I really feel Sir thinks I am from a very poor family. wait don't get me wrong, i'm always the poorest in our school so im used to people looking down on me, but Sir Clark does it to a point that irritates me, im just being true to my feelings. And I am used to people looking down on me with Income Tax Returns of more than a million, hey i am not bashing or anything, but im just saying.

I kind of confirmed it last week when sir joked about Bagacay, and everbody knows I am proud of Bagacay, and I don't quite take jokes like it lightly. my regret was I did not stood up for myself, like Tita Jobel would do if she was in my shoes, I really adore her, really adore her attitude. So going back Sir did break the neck with that joke.

We may be poor to a lot of standards, but what i hold is tha Go Bun Yao way of humility. In my family, we were never taught to be "eye poor", mata pobre or something.

Maybe I am just sensitive, but I really did feel that way. Maybe I should put my best foot forward, and is it a fault not to overdress, is it a fault not to create a facade that your rich?
is it?

I do think the other way around. so thats what made up my mind to take a leave, and my schedule, that leaves me to take church at SHP with cristel every sunday for the rest of the summer. yehey.

thats my Icecreamcakelollipop, yeah I can't quite pinpoint what I feel exactly, all I know its estrangement, thats the closest thing I can thing of.

Summer Starts

God is So Great!

I was so certain that I will get a low grade in Biochem, almost certain that I cried over it, the cry was triggered when i watched the last episodes of "temptation of wives".

Then I got my grade yesterday, and I got awes trucked. God really most love me! I got a whooping 1.4. to some standards its small, but to mine it's as big as it gets. I was kind of expecting 1.9 or something. Thanks to my midterm grade, my final grade really was pulled up. Hmm, it makes me think how much grade I got on my midterm that it pulled my finals up way up to 1.4, I guess i was at my best then.

I can't but be a little bit shy to The "Midterm Roland", because without his efforts my grades would never had been saved, not only in chem but in other subjects to. To make it up to my "old self", I would definitely do better in my Third year. I will prove to everybody that its not as hard as everybody thinks. :) while I am saying this, of course I have my fingers crossed.

Back to Business: SUMMER!

Its officially! I can breathe now! I can feel it now, I can even taste it, what? Forget I said that. Basta summer is here. but I kind of have don't have things to do yet. but! yes, i got a message from sheena as we speak, got a "jogging date" with her tomorrow at grandstand and I totally almost forgot to mention I already ordered that "GLOXI" product that would hopefully be Kristine and mine's salvation in this seemingly unfair genetic coding we both got from our parents, hopefully "Gloxi" will correct it.

I don't usually get this kind of chills, so i know the Products work. :)

Summer starts out fine, but my friends are not yet in tacloban, or so I think.
I am really looking forward to seeing them again.

I am particularly looking forward to what Cathleen, Luwan and me left out last summer. the photo session at StudioOne, but cathleen told me the membership we had last summer ending already, Geesh we fell short of months!

I finished Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core in less than 4 days and within 24 hours, now thats a new record for me. hahaha, i actually was able to finish faster than Ahia who started playing like a month ago. Lol! I am just great, I know right. but i will be doing it all over to get everything i missed.

So, looking forward for my first date this summer;

Its with G Soc member SHEENA ABRIL!

Everything Else

Blogfrogs!

My Last Blog was The first day in 2011 I think. Hahaha, it's now marck 31 and its barely 3 months since and alot of things happenes that I don't even know where to start.

Well, good news, classes don't start til june that means 2 months of rest and play with friends.
But i kind of had a fall out with my grades, in biochem particularly,
but I think I still got a high grade for my efforts though my teacher scolded me for a good grade, she said I should have got a higher grade, hey, what the hell the grade I got was good enough for me, its not like im aiming to graduate with honors i simply just want to graduate, proceed to med pro and get my ass rich. :)

Well, I got i bit frustrated for like 1 hour and then I am ok. So, yesterday i went to kristine's house again and discovered something that can make me taller, so bye bye to treadmill for now, and hello to GLOXI. I wish it would work, it certainly worked for Kristine

And 3 days ago was luwan's 18 birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUWAN!

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So i got nothing to do today, since all the drama with Maam Ambe is fading. So I realy got nothing else to do and Im BROKE. Thanks to my effin classmates.

Sometimes, well most of the time, I really want to be a Normal student. I mean study just to pass go and go to school and just attend lectures without helping in extracurricular activities,

but, I guess I cant help it, I mean I cant help busy-ing myself with extracurricular activities, since college would be dreadfully boring without them. but the downside is, all your money plus your hard earned money well be used up especially when you have classmates who do not pay the contributions. and they blame you if they dont, LOL!

DOWNRIGHT MISLED!
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enough with this talk, it won't change the fact that I no longer have the money to enjoy my summer, it means bye bye to SPA with cristel and maybe BYEBYE to manila summer vacation 2011! that sucks, well on the good side i got a really cheap level-entry camera from nikon. hehehe

I have been using it i bit but still not good though.

This is my fav shoot so far.
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S'il Vous Plait Vole Fe

the play I made for our PE presentation gave me the award for best directing!
Thank you to all the judges. :) though I still think our performance was a bit shaky

Happy 18th to Chaya!

So Heres the cast and crew of our play!


CAST OF
S'il vous plait fole fe

Roland Go- Director/Narrator/Host
Akemi Ohata- Akemi Diaz(Chubby)
Marjorie Diaz- Akemi Diaz(Transformation)
Edwardson Pelias- Edward Cullen(Chubby)Sounds & Music Editor
Nathaniel Remandaban-Edward Cullen(Transformation)
Chaya Malikchan- Jacklyn Ann Jose
Mehan Mesina- Alipores no. 1/ Make-up Artist/Host/Stage Director
Mary Joy Escal- Alipores no. 2/ Mary Joy Escal
Mervin Jay Fuentes- Mervin Tiu
JV Eamiguel- Justin Veiver/Deither Ocampo
Rose Balbuena- Fairy/Esther
Jahara Nuwnah Cumla- Jahara

I am so proud of the cast and crew! WE rock!
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Got the award! lol! and chaya for BEst Contrabida role. hahaha. although the picture is a bit bright, maybe JV"s cam was abit over exposed, I think?

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Over all I gots a good class ender
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Condolence to the Grefiel family for their lose. I dont even know if someone in their family will read my blog, but what the heck I would still say condolence. To sir Francis especially. although we are not close, i think i got a glimpse of how he feels, just a little but..

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this is becoming a long post and I m about to end it by saying!

I LOVE MYSELF!