IceCreamCakeLollipop

Summer 2011

It's quite a shame to spend summer without my friends. Now, Cathleen is stuck in Lapaz, Luwan in manila, Cristel pressured with quali, and even Kristine is going to manila next week. So, im left out a bit.

Knowing "me", one can easily say I can still enjoy summer, Yes Sir I will. hahaha. Im doing jogging everday at grandstand to do sports clinique, meaning I want my body and skills at my peak with my sports career back then, if i may be so bold. Hehehe, in short gusto kung pagpapayat.

with this goal, it is easy to find people on the same boat, and yes sir i did find four. My jogging buddies:

1. Sheena Abril
2. Coleeen
3. Maevil(i hope i spelt it ryt)
4. Dhenise

Our Goals will be reached, with perseverance and with GOD"S grace.

this makes me abit busy this summer since I will try again with Sir Bong, yup, voice lessons again, then piano lessons with edwardson's mom starting maybe the week after next, and that leaves my sched full. This forced me to make a decision this afternoon that I will take a "leave" in my choiring in sto. nino. Still i'm not over what sir clark said. lol I am a bit angry yes I must admit, it's because of this ever present prejudice against the poor. Sir would always put first his "Stefti" choir members, wait I have nothing against Agatha and kim I actual love them, but what I hate is how sir Babying them. I think they dont lyk it too. Maybe because they study at stefti, a school I only heard of recently, with sir clark because he works there.

I remember way back highschool, I never heard of Stefti making it to any of the Quizbees I have been. LOL. I am not a hater, I just did not hear of them. What made me a bit estranged with sir is that he seem not to care at all if the rest would go home at 9 or 10 in the evening, and it's not a joke going home late.

half the time I was lying to Mama that I was with friends and they "hatid" me home. That sucks cause i don't lie to mama, but since i did commit i have to settle with the lesser evil.

ok, now I really feel Sir thinks I am from a very poor family. wait don't get me wrong, i'm always the poorest in our school so im used to people looking down on me, but Sir Clark does it to a point that irritates me, im just being true to my feelings. And I am used to people looking down on me with Income Tax Returns of more than a million, hey i am not bashing or anything, but im just saying.

I kind of confirmed it last week when sir joked about Bagacay, and everbody knows I am proud of Bagacay, and I don't quite take jokes like it lightly. my regret was I did not stood up for myself, like Tita Jobel would do if she was in my shoes, I really adore her, really adore her attitude. So going back Sir did break the neck with that joke.

We may be poor to a lot of standards, but what i hold is tha Go Bun Yao way of humility. In my family, we were never taught to be "eye poor", mata pobre or something.

Maybe I am just sensitive, but I really did feel that way. Maybe I should put my best foot forward, and is it a fault not to overdress, is it a fault not to create a facade that your rich?
is it?

I do think the other way around. so thats what made up my mind to take a leave, and my schedule, that leaves me to take church at SHP with cristel every sunday for the rest of the summer. yehey.

thats my Icecreamcakelollipop, yeah I can't quite pinpoint what I feel exactly, all I know its estrangement, thats the closest thing I can thing of.