in an unstable state.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY-FRIEND ^^.

globe, . .

Globe is in an unstable state today!

AND I GOT INFECTED.

I don't know whats happening to me today. the day started out fine. got my grades in zoo, chem, intro to medtech, nstp and fil. i did faIRly well in filipino contrary to what i expected, thanks maam DOMINGO. maybe all the talking with her paid off.

then, the emo-turner struck me when i went to my modirs place. Someone slapped to my face what i was years ago. wow, thats ouchy. but i guess it was right about me. guess i am this affected cuase its true. then i realized how i changed na pala through the years. it made me feel melancholic i suppose, seeing my old self again. :(. Maybe playing too much Final Fantasy when i was a child had its consequences. there if you die or make a mistake, you simple go to the memory card and play the game again. but its not like that in the real world. if you commited a mistake, it would leave a print, and people will simple not forget. they remember. the sad part here is that people will remember more of the bad things you did, completely masking the good things you do. PEOPLE will simple not forget. . .

how i wish they would. . .

Buti nalang si whitney may kantang will always love you, blues away agad.

i read in the secret, whenever you feel sad list the things you are thankful of. wish it will work for me ;

1. My family is back to stable mode, after the midsummer crisis

2. I have my supah cute na pamangkin

3. Nakapasa ako sa lahat ng subjects ko ngayong sem

4. I eat three times a day

5. Got my friends backing me up, though the count seems to diminish

6. I got to watch PBB everyday

7. Unlimited ako hanggang bukas

8. Uuwi na si Luwan pagsunday :)

9. Spongebob txtd me today

10. my sister got her very first JOB. thanks ate maevelyn asturga :)

11. uuwi na rin cla ninya, airiz, at iba ba this weekend.

12. I think Vennah is doing good, well it makes me feel okay.

13. i used cathleen's facebook and friendster to access accounts, now thats funny. peaceman.

14. Papa will be home for christmas, if things go smoothly. Yehheyy! :) .
SOMETHING to look forward to this yuletide'season. ^^

no updates for today. how sad. .